Mad About The Boy

So I had a dream last nite about The Boy. I don't remember much about it ... just the feelings. Same feelings as always -- that kind'a longing, sad feeling.

So I don't understand. Why is it I try my damnedest to put him behind me, yet he still shows up in my dreams!? I haven't talked to him in weeks (like 6-7-8 weeks now) -- but there are just some days where I start thinking about him, and then the dreams come.

Love is a SICK thing. Haunts more than any ghost ...